Souls entwined by similar minds

“Trees Forest” by Sebastian Unrau/ CC0 1.0

Tag: States of mind

  • Obsolete

    Peristalsis;
    Smooth muscle contracting downward
    But wait a minute –
    You know I fixate, regurgitate
    I’m a baby bird
    Oh, but it’s the mother who feeds their young this way
    Hmm
    I will produce no-one to provide for
    My DNA will remain with me
    Closed within this cage of flesh and consciousness
    I can feel music
    Predict rhythm
    Visceral movement
    Widen the schism
    Poetic convulsions
    Ripple through space and time
    In this simple kitchen
    Where I reside
    And my time I bide
    There is indeed history in the rooms of this house

  • Dissociation After The Storm

    Visions tortured me through the night
    Racing thoughts relentless
    Images violent
    Angry tyrant
    Eating my own flesh

    Mixed state madness
    Slice a piece off and put it in the frying pan
    It’s sizzling hot
    Sane? I’m not
    Couldn’t get out of my head

    On and on it went
    Body gave in, in the end
    Two hours of peace
    I emerged
    Quite perturbed
    Checked out, inwardly dead

    If I hung from the rail
    Perhaps it would squeeze the mess from my mind
    Let the poison out
    Stab of a knife
    No more strife
    Just flesh and blood

  • Limerence

    You’re so apathetic
    Towards me
    I feel pathetic
    Eventually you’ll message
    And be so apologetic

    Please don’t apologise I’ll say
    Just refrain
    And I’ll smile
    And you’ll nod
    And I won’t tell you
    That I’ve been going slowly insane

  • Astrophysicist Implosion Blues

    Empty black hole
    Gaping hole for a soul
    Sucks you in, crushes you down
    Don’t make a noise, don’t make a sound
    Empty black hole

    Empty black hole
    Gaping hole for a soul
    Can’t breathe, can’t scream
    Can’t live, can’t dream
    Empty black hole

    Empty black hole
    Gaping hole for a soul
    Can’t think, all is bleak
    I must die, I’m a freak
    Empty black hole

  • I Let You

    I can’t believe you did this to me
    I can’t believe I let you
    10 years gone by, I hope I die
    Maybe then I’ll relent and forget you.

  • Sleepless

    Sleep eludes me
    When will it come?
    I feel relief, I feel ashamed
    As I know what I’ve done.

  • Mind

    Mind;
    If you are me and I am you
    Shouldn’t we work together, us two?
    In a prison cell devoid of autonomy
    Is how you make me feel, can’t you see?

    You made me crazy, you made me numb
    I couldn’t speak, you made me dumb
    You nearly killed me, hurt me through and through
    And you made me damage my family too

    Can we ever learn to be friends?
    Before we come to our end?
    Consequences must be considered
    Lest we die and wither.

  • Nothingness

    Emptiness
    Hollow chest
    Only excess
    To fill the nothingness

  • Darkness Within

    There’s a darkness within me
    Even when I’m okay, I feel it bubbling away
    In the depths of me

    When will it resurface?
    It’s there, though I may seem not to care
    I’m scared of those feelings, they’re curses

    Like ever-expanding black hallways in the Navidson house,
    A gutteral growl, a foreboding sound
    Echoes from the chambers of my soul

    I could get lost in there
    No way back, tether snapped
    I fear it will be my inevitable demise

  • Dopamine

    There is no-one in the world I would like to be near right now, except for you
    I’m not sure how you feel about this, a meeting of just us two
    I want to say more, but I’ll keep this clean
    It’s all about the dopamine

    I’d like a hit in many senses of the word
    Would you do this for me, would my request be heard?
    I know what you could bring to the table
    The thought of it makes me unstable

    Back to the beginning, back to the primitive
    No thoughts, just sensations to play with
    And dopamine, one hit, then another
    I’d definitely need some time to recover

    Then back to the real world
    My head in a swirl
    Reality must always be found again
    But we could play for a moment at least, my dopamine friend

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