How do two people who connect so well
Become so estranged and break the spell
Back and forth, to and fro
“I love you, wait, I don’t know”
Body fuck then mind fuck, that’s how it would go
They needed each other in a time that was bleak
But now he says nothing, refuses to speak
Though she tries and tries, to no avail
I guess she’ll retreat back into her shell
Lucky him.
Where have you gone?
Your light shone
So bright
Is it no longer on?
I know you’ve been feeling strange of late
In the pit of your stomach, an ache
Crawling under you skin at night
Do you really just want a break?
From us, just tell me
I’ll understand
Just help me
To know what you’ve planned
As the last time we spoke
You said you’d be fine
“Unless I die”
What’s going on in your mind?
Your stomach would ache
And I’d hold you near
You’d been using a lot
That was quite clear
Then you never came back
Just a void, full of black
Where you used to be
Just you and me
Where have you gone?
Are you okay?
Will I see you again?
I love you, my friend
Mind ensnared by you all this time
Heart I shared with you, you crushed, though it’s mine
Fuck off over there in the corner you swine
Everything you said to me a lie, still I shine
I shine because I’m rid of you
I shine because you’re gone
I shine because I’ve stamped you out
Though it made me feel so wrong
I shine because we never speak
I shine because that’s it!
I shine because we’ll never meet
Stay gone, you piece of shit
One night by chance, a meeting in the dark
External beauty caught my eye, glimmering soul caught my heart
We walked by the overpass, jumped and then laughed
“Where do I live again?”
Hardly felt time pass
I started to get nervous and you soothed my anxious soul
Your kindness always shone so bright, whilst life took its toll
I love the way you held me, would give anything to hear your tone
So gentle in your subtle ways, the way you made me moan
I don’t know what we talked about then
Or in the days to come
Our bodies communicated for us some of the time
And fuck me, that was fun
The nurse asked if I was being abused
My neck so beautifully bruised
From the touch of your lips on my neck and my clit
Her concern had me highly amused
Souls entwined by similar minds
Dance through the depth of your knowing eyes
When I think of your suffering, I feel pain too
It starts small, but ascends to the sky
It stings and burns, it makes me yearn
For the softness of your skin, you’re truly my kin
Not everyone knows, the heaviness of the woes
That we weather my love
I carry your heart
I knew something was wrong as the silence grew long
And I thought of your dark despair
But you found me again and I found you, my friend
You brought new life, like first Autumn’s air
So when sometimes we speak, my solace peaks
Cos I know you’ve been going through hell
But if you’re able to write, then maybe some of your plight
Has dropped off, like coins down a well
I can never fully know you, you can never know me
Can never fully understand the inner turmoil of the other
But you helped me just by being you
If you could let me in I’d strive all hours of the day too
To help you to uncover
Your inner world is rich, I want to bathe in it
Have so much love for you, not only when we were lovers
When I hear you call, my heart stands proud and tall
You’ve really helped me to recover
So when all’s said and done, we had such fun
Then life pulled us in separate ways
But I feel you, I see you, you’re in my dreams
Love you always, til the end of our days
Fellow human, I love you so
Not in a weird way but you should know
Because it’s hard to connect in this life
I find comfort in knowing you know my darker side
And you value my struggles and strife
One day I’ll astral project all the way to Birkenhead
Our souls will embrace in the dead of night
I’ll hold yours, you’ll hold mine and if we fuck then that’s fine
But we don’t have to, it’s enough to hold you in my sight
